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Friday, June 20, 2008 @ 1:04 AM
a happy dae is broken by a stupid remark..
lost
lost
don noe how to react....
i realli don noe what u are thinking and how am i going to balance it
did i think too much???
am i overly sensitive??
i realli don noe how to do
enjoy?...or take it seriously?
haiz...caught in the middle
but all i wan is jus caring for them and sharing the great times
y cant time stop?...and go back to the great times?
sometimes i tink when none of that happened...can the great times carry on?
or it is our destiny to end it like that?
coz of that it somehow make it hard to maintain...
it is i over tot???....confused...
how come we cannot have a better ending than this?
can i carry on with my own way?
totally lost now....
why why why???....jus feel that it is not right but somehow right...
right as in i know i mus do that to care for them...but not right as in some strong feelings pulled me back...but i still cont'd...
in the end...it become like that...
how am i going to do with this???...
feel sad?...angry?...not any kind of emotions can describe it
or maybe i feel nothing...
this has been a very sensitive topic since
am i the one who make it sensitive?
or is it u?...
actually it can be okay if we all take it easily
but somehow...it is wrong...really really wrong....
shld i jus stick to my own ways???....
i realised i cant and don noe how to deal with it...
maybe the real problem lies with me
great times REALLI DO pass fast if u don treasure it....LIKE ME
This is ME