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Life is like a maze and love is like a riddle
I don't know where i will end up one day
But this is platform for you to stay connected with me
And for me to talk about my life
It may not be interesting to you
But it's a way for me to keep some best memories in my life =D
Thursday, September 25, 2008 @ 12:55 AM
it is like 12.54 am now...
cant sleep...dont noe why...
lie on the bed from 11.35++ till now...
still veri awake...
i am feeling so tired jus now lorx..>_<
maybe see if i blog will help me to sleep anot...hahaha
realli nothing to...and read on hui fang's blog...
listing things down....
i wonder if it helps me to understand myself better...
let's try...
hope it will not bore u all out...
1) i want to be a guy...i don wan to be a girl...>_<
hahaha...maybe u all will be surprised...
but seriously, i dont like being a girl....
erm....coz of some "girl" stuff...
but i noe it wont come true...hahaha
2) actually.....i can don care abt wat i dress...
it is true lorx...i can jus dress until veri sloppy and go out...
but den is like the occasion and some "comments" sort of force me to dress properly...
actually i don realli care abt wat i wear...
jus as long as it is comfortable...
i wonder why mus we dress up...xP
3) actually is a super quiet girl....
i don like to tok much...
seriously if ppl don tok to me, i wont tok to them....unless it is mus...
but i noe...if i be that super quiet girl....it will be like so lonely...
den again sort of reality forced me to tok...
and some ppl in my life changed me to a person who will tok...
i rather be quiet and hear ppl tok...
i prefer to be a listener....=)
4) my mind wont stop thinking....
i don noe how...but realli things keep going thru my mind every now and then...
and.......i will get carried away....
i can lie there for one day and let my tots run...
they are like random things....
like things u may have think too much....
i aso don noe how that tots last....
5) i cry alot....T.T
but not many ppl see me cry before bahx....
i don noe why....i feel crying is a way for me to be relief??
everytime after crying i will feel realli realli better...
like crying=someone comforted u....
and after crying, i felt happier...haahahhaa....
abit weird rite....
so my way of releasing my feelings is crying..xP
6) i like taiwan and hong kong dramas....jap and korean not my type
hahaha...but not all...
don noe when start to like taiwan dramas...
but only taiwan drama will cause me to follow like crazy...
it doesnt appeal to me for korean drama lorx...
like ppl say some korean show...veri nice...but i watch like 2 episodes...
den i don watch liaox...taiwan drama at least will watch finish it...
hahahaha....
but i admit...i am seriousl.y addicted to watching shows...=P
7) i can study but i don like...>_<
feels studying is like useless...
but i can study...as in i can understand all the concepts and all...
but i don like...studying for jus a piece of paper...
though it is a piece of paper, it is like worth alot...
so have to, even don like >_<
8) i wont get angry that easily....
ermm...in my memories, i don tink i have gotten so so so angry before bahx....
as in gotten into a serious fight or quarell....
i don like to argue or quarell...
i rather keep quiet and let the thing pass...
no point quarelling lahx...it will jus hurt both parties....=)
9) can be veri easy-going if u ask a favour from me...
actually...if anyone asked me to do something for them...
i most likely will if i can...
i wont reject them...as in u ask me i will jus do it for you lorx...
wont be like i don want to do for you that kind...
jus tell me if u nid help, if i can, i will sure help derr...=)
10) sometimes don realli noe how to express myself...
jus don noe bahx...like how to phrase it...
this is something that i don like abt myself...
>_<
read thru wat i jus blogged...
find it quite true...so it is kinda i realli get to understand myself better =)
haahaha...
i tink i drank some tea or something...
seriously so awake...argh...
go back to the bed and try to sleeps
byess and nites...
>_<
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