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I don't know where i will end up one day
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And for me to talk about my life
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Sunday, October 19, 2008 @ 8:16 PM
didnt actually want to blog again todae...
but i realised i miss out somethings in the previous post i wan to blog abt....
HAPPY NEWS!!!....=)
my "徒弟" (actually my student, whom is aso my cousin.....HAHAHAHA) topped his maths in class....80 marks lehx....proud of him...
hahahaha.....
actually i have much confidence in him....coz his maths base quite strong....
and he learn fast....except his careless mistakes is like so much....
HAPPY =)
coz of this....aunt bought me a ear ring...i tink quite ex....
but realli nice and i appreciate it...
i didnt want her to make such a expense....
coz not realli all my credits...aso mus credits to his son....
if he is not willing to learn or he cant understand me.....
even how a good tutor am i....he aso wont score...
=)....feels abit 欣慰...
picture of the ear rings...
tried taking a pic with me wearing it....
but seriously cant...tried till i fed up...den i give up...
hahahaha....
now~~....one student have did me proud....
but another one.....worry......
i realli felt abit scared....
she jus don give me the confidence that aaron gives me....
somehow if both of them said easy....
for aaron i will feel abit 放心....
for sis....somehow worry....
besides jus her herself....pressure comes from the person who gives me the tution fees...
somehow feels diff....
todae on the bus....i jus suddenly random think about some reactions about 2 diff situations...
if sis were to get A/A*(i seriously think A* is impossible...even aaron aso cant get it)....
mum will jus say to sis
" you have done a good job arh....now can relax liaox"
will mum compliment me???....i highly doubt so....
i tink she wont even say a thanks to me lorx....lolxx....(kinda expected)....
if sis were to get a C/D (i seriously prays hard and hope it is not)....
mum will jus say to sis
"see lahx...don noe wat u doing one....tution so much aso no use....
u got so stupid mehx??...huhh...u wan to go normal arh....
don noe wat ur sis doing one....
even own sis aso cannot teach well...go teach other people son...
don noe can anot one!!!!...."
this is a sort of own tot reaction...maybe not be like that...
but one sure thing is that she will sure to scold me for not doing a good job...haizzz....
***above situations are jus imagined....maybe not be real....
this worriness is getting near and near to me....
tried not to tink too much...
but a sure thing is...i will seriously get overly-emo if she doesnt do well....
and it will be totally not like the sookying u noe....
but till that time den say bahx....>_<
at least at this moment i feels HAPPY~~~....
realised somethings in life is realli fated or some people have some people dont...
for example my mum's family....
4 sisters with 4 diff character....
gets along so well....and full of laughters when they are together....
and they are all so filal and my grandparents are so fortunate to have such daughters....
endless quarrels happened before btw them...but still they are bonded....
is like those quarrels may jus end up leaving the family to be broken....
but it doesnt....
serious cases like sally and cindy yi yi being chased out of the house by grandpa...
leaving them to shift out and live on their own....
but yet they still everyday go back for dinner...
and every sun they will still go back....
and the funny thing is....they can use their quarrels as jokes...
i love their way of dealing things...it jus makes things better rather than worsen...
it is jus their lives....
i wonder if my live will be as good as this...
hope this can be forever....xP
人总是看得见别人说拥有的...
却看不见自己所有的...
也因为这样....人总不懂得珍惜....
This is ME