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Thursday, November 13, 2008 @ 8:39 PM
problems....argh....
why cant all these be solved....
haiz....
trying to contain one of them....
now another one arises....
is like....happy that one is done...
now emo and abit angry coz of another one....argh argh...
damn it....all these can actually not happen when one person does her part...
jus coz she doesnt....it make things worse....
more than that....draggin me down to become the "bad" person...
and....why i have to say it....argh....
u wan to stop her from going den say lahx....
don only because i said what i feel den u stop her....
like now what...saying is coz of my view u don let her go...
idiot lahx....
is like u let or don let her go....i cant decide mahx...
u let her go...i cant do much...
u don let her go...i also nothing to say....
say until like is my decision to not let her go....argh...
what kind of person u are man....
feels like shouting and slapping at ur face
damn dumb.....
afraid....things will jus get out of control...
afraid....everyone is too busy to care abt her...
afraid....i may jus shout at her face....
afraid....things may jus pull innocence ppl in...
afraid....at last i am the one bearing all the stupid stuff...
afraid....in the end i am the one getting so hurt....
afraid....afraid...lots of afraid...
but somehow....it is not withnin my ability....
somethings i jus cant do it....
somethings i am not in the position to do it....
i wonder realli realli wonder....how much i could do for her....
now....got a sudden lack of courage to tell her some stuff....
maybe next few days going to some cold war....
i tink i have to cool down and sort out my tots bahx....
maybe...i will find a better way....
find a real real solution to solve it once and for all...
maybe....jus telling u straight...how i feel abt u....
i don noe wat i will do now...
but......jus see how it goes bahx....
maybe in the end i will be too busy with school work....
how good can i be in my position of life???
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