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Life is like a maze and love is like a riddle
I don't know where i will end up one day
But this is platform for you to stay connected with me
And for me to talk about my life
It may not be interesting to you
But it's a way for me to keep some best memories in my life =D
Wednesday, February 25, 2009 @ 8:50 PM
i am blogging again...
this time not i don wan to study...
hahahha...
jus time for me to take a rest..
haahaha
this is some veri cool magic that i realli tink it is cool...
HAHAHAHAH....
is from kang xi lai le...
super funny lahx...
a show that will let me laugh out like siao like that...
hahahaha
*abit of toking before he performed...
this magic is the coolest and interesting out of all...
hahahhaa..
okay...
i noe i blogged abt this before le..
but jus suddenly wan to blog abt it again...
coz my mum said something that trigger me to tink abt it...
my mum said like she started cooking after 17 years of marriage...
and wat she like cooked for 1 year liaox..
den i tried to recall...
i tink got 1 year and 4 months ++ le bahx...
it is 1 year and 4 months le....
omg...that is fast...
i jus feel i didnt left her hse long ago...
and yet is 1 year and 4 months ++ le...
i can say to myself...
i survived in trying to live without her and changing my mindset...
sometimes i tried to imagine my life without her...
(i noe it is no point)....
i will live in a world
without someone toking to me and i end up being an "emo" kid...and weird kind of girl...
without someone to pamper me..
without someone to cook delicious food for me when i get home from school...
without someone to tell me stories of life and lessons learnt..
without someone to make me feel that i am loved...
without someone to have fun with
without someone to guide me thru chi to get good results..
without someone to wash and iron my uniforms everyday...
without someone to help me out when i meet with difficulties...
without someone to teach me how to doll up myself...
without someone to change the weird character of the little girl to be a better one...
without someone to bring me outside of "my own little" world i had last time...
without someone to tell me how to react and do the right things in different situation
without someone to make me realise how to love someone...
without someone to tell and make me realised the responsibilites of a elder sister...
without someone to make me realised there are other important things than money...
without someone to know what i love to eat and will cook them specially for me...
without someone to teach me how to cook and some interesting things that i didnt noe...
without someone to nagged at me with me knowing that she meant well for me...
without someone to look after me when i am having cramps ( i may die at home without her)...
without someone to tell me interesting things that can be learnt in life
without someone to worry for me when i didnt get home on time...
without someone to cook delicious soup and bring me up to be a healthy and strong person..
i tink there are many more "withouts".....
it will be never ending...
11 years of being together everyday....
11 years of my life had been wonderful with her....
but somehow there will be a start...
there will be an end too...
no matter how much i wan to treat her as my real mum..
there is no way i could do it...
i tink i have tot it thru...
because....in life somethings are jus facts and u cant run away....
so...
it will always be my respect to her...
treat her as my mum...
do everything she nids me to help her out...
and try to visit her more often
as a way i repay her for her 11 years of love....
11 years not short and not long...but full of unforgettable memories
This is ME