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Friday, August 27, 2010 @ 10:19 PM
Seriously, Why can't I just be born as a guy?
So that i don't have to go through such crappy painful cramps every month.
Perhaps no one could answer me other than the god.
The god who created us.
I know every girl will experience different problems from having their period.
Some will experience inconsistency,
Some will experience super heavy flows,
Some will experience painful cramps, while others will not.
I know I am not the only one who has these kind of problems.
But it is seriously affecting my daily life.
Since i was 11, i tried countless of ways to curb the pain that i experience every month.
For a period time, i was actually having phobia of those kind of pain.
I was actually afraid to know it came.
Forcing myself not to take cold drinks when i desperately need them in a hot day.
Taking 10-20 medical pills at once.
Drinking chicken essence.
Drink ginger soup (when it was so damn spicy for me back then, until i teared)
Looking up some chinese sinseh...
gosh, + mum's not understanding my feelings back then,
and endless scolding from her...
I don't know how i survived through that period of time.
And now, i found a way to minimise the pain without taking any painkillers.
It seems to work for me~
It came when I was almost giving up hope of reducing that pain.
But now, it seems not be working already.
The pain is coming back! The feeling just sucks.
I hope the method still does work.
If not, everything's back to square one!!! T.T
Can someone find me a solution??? I wish not to have the phobia of the painful cramps experiences AGAIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! =/
This is ME